Pingping.

2009-05-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

http://overly-possessive.tumblr.com (:

2009-05-24T08:29:00.000-07:00

This blog ends here, today!
new blog url will be posted another day (:

2009-05-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

wordy post with no photos ...
hate the way how a loser behaves.
i ran into 3 losers in this month.. or rather this year.
2 were close to me, very...

she is pathetic, she got her retribution.
she goes back to her shelter, her motherly love only when she needs it, but when she don't, she dumps her like a used piece of tissue paper. you've been thru just too much, but this isnt the way things are supposed to be. I pity you, of cos. But you're not the least grateful, not appreciating what we did for you. SO I GIVE UP ON YOU, INGRATE!

second, i hate ppl who back stab me! back stab meaning talk bad bout me behind my back.
that's what i hate and that's also the main reason on how i got into trouble the first ever time. like what i said, i can FORGIVE but i wont FORGET. pls remember how you treat me, and i will definitely how you had treated me, these months.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY MOM TOO!
i would like to thank you for putting up with my nonsense these 15+years. its enough to drive you crazy, calls from the school every now and then, shoutings and screamings from me, arguing with you. I feel bad, bout it was not on purpose. I hope you know how i feel towards you...
millions of thanks is not enough to express my gratitude.

Des just told me that Tuesday is Jingli's bbq.
and im having exam the next day. sad thing.
Im going to try to make it becos he's been a great help to me, a great friend and most important of all, its once in a while!
im going to convince my mom to allow me to go and i'll be back home early!

History, Chemistry, Physics, Maths paper2, POA paper up next this week.
Bless me for all and may i get promoted tgt with 3n1! :D

2009-05-03T05:51:00.000-07:00

Overdued photos.

Aku Cinta 3n1. :D

On friday, went out with Rumin, Yishian, Meijuan, Thiamhong, Jasper, Dion, Marco, Brandon and Derrick. sorta class outing tgt with Yayun, our ex chinese teacher. totally cool.
swensens first, then slacked, movie(X-Men) with marco, jasper, thiamhong and dion and marco's brother. very nice show (:
took a bus to 819, Jiahui came, slacked and had beer. Marco send us back by cab at around 12am! hawhaw!

2009-04-17T09:17:00.001-07:00

Everything is not going as well as expected.
studies, family and lastly friendship.
nothing is going right i supposed.
i hope exams are over soon so i can go for a break. do wait for me Thailand & Malaysia!

anyway, movie today with Joanne.
Sniper was somehow nice, I'll rate it 7/10.
Edison Chen is W-O-W.
meet Des.C and walked to Niglel's house. Derrick was there already. They had majong while I stoned there, playing games. Homed at 12am.

English Paper 1 & 2 over, like pheww~
Next Fri, Social Studies paper and Chinese Paper 1 if im not wrong.
very very confident for Social Studies cos' i scored full marks for Social Studies TA2 and 8/10 for TA1, very proud of it!
Mid-Year coming, in like weeks time, gota mug hard. Can't afford to waste another year.
then i can proceed on with N's then ITE/Poly for early childhood or child psychology. Got it all planned!

*Pray that things gets better for me, us.
Photos uploaded another time, i'll be back!

2009-03-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

We went prawning on Thursday with Wanli, my cousin, Max, Max's bro, Max's cousin, Jiamin, Rumin & Weixuan. At the same time, Wanli taught me Chemisty too. & Same thing, the fucking weather ruined our day. It was hot like something on burning. We only managed to catch 1 prawn, all thanks to Jiamin. But the uncle was being very kind to gave us other 5 big fat prawns. We went to the dog farm afterward, it smelled like some pig farm. We intend to ask somebody on the road to drive us out becos it was hot and it was a very long way out. But again, some bloody kind uncle offered to drive us out to the main road. And it was a lorry, big enough to drive all of us. What a lucky day. Sitting at the lorry is very windy and Wanli was shouting all the way, "very itchy."
Took a bus over to Pasir ris inter, then we had trouble deciding where to go... different people wanted to go different place however, we still went to Max's house to have the prawns cooked by Max's maid. Called for Pizza delivery but their service totally sucked cos we waited more than a hour for the pizza. Safra after that, roam around and had our daily jokes. Pooled again and i managed to persuade Weixuan & Max to send me home :D Saw Jingli on the way back.

Prawning.

Weixuan.

cousin.

Delicious prawns.

Wanli is afraid of wind.

Stinking dog farm.

Max.

Rumin, Jiamin & Weixuan.

Max's brother.

Malaysia was great! What's more its with my family, relatives! the place we stayed in is not like those kampong kind, it's those hotel kind, but smaller. The torturous sun almost killed me! It was scorching hot there... Malaysia is always much better than S'pore.

Erlene.

Edrick.

Fireworks! :D

Darren was practically crying throughout the 2 days, too pampered.

On the boat, coolllll.

seahorse.

small shark.

Jellyfish

on the boat.

Had Subway at Paya Lebar with Wanli & Max on Tues, Jiamin & Rumin then came & join us.
slacked our butts off at MacDonald and decided on Geylang next. went roaming about and we settle down at a coffee shop, eating prawn noodles.
Wanli bus back to Tiong Bahru.(HAHAHA) while we cab to Safra, Max & Jiamin played 1 round of pool and they went home, while Max walked with me back to my house and she took a bus back.

2009-03-13T05:34:00.001-07:00

school is very good for me.
i stayed back in school for extra class on wed & Thur and self study on Fri. I don't know why i manage to stayed back in sch till like 4pm, maybe its because i can find peace there, i mean nobody would wanna quarrel with me in school right?
im going Malaysia tmr, back on Sunday night.
excited! :D
Blog when im back!

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2009-03-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

i hate Tuesday. on top of that, i was late cos in the morning i was having stomach aches.
at 2pm, my mom came & claim me & my phone. I love my mom, yes i do.
school is a bore, im all alone in school the whole day. this is what i mean by being abandon by others.
i failed my physics TA1, I'm starting to lost interest in studies day by day... god bless me please.
Thanks to some sweet lil girls in class asking me to cheer up, it's very much appreciated. (y'know who you are)
Thanks to Huipeng for being so nice, accompanying me during recess. Still you belong to a group of them, while me an intruder so it's better off alone.
seeing this sweetie pie makes me happy.

Max: yes, thanks. see ya soon.
Brandon: did i ask you to read? no right? & how do you even come to my blog?
Weixuan & Bell: relinked & linked.
Sabrina: okay. anw, i don't think i know you. and you don't have to know me too. thanks for the tag anyway.
Wanli: love ya too.
Rumin: dont mind, thanks you fr your words yea.

having a so hard time.

2009-03-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so empty.
Nobody enjoys seeing me in the family. They see me like some devil, trying to avoid me as hard as they can. They don't show it, but i know deep down in my heart.
It's good that they hate me, so when im gone they won't be in agony too. I mean, i think they won't anyway.
Not all friends can be there when im in need.
let alone the world's best friends.
I have no idea who to rely on..
nobody cares whats feeling as its all inside me.
It's time i learn to let go, open up my heart and put things all behind me.
When i was all alone at home becos all left me, i felt so miserable. a feeling of being abandon.
i had no choice but to dry my tears, go down and walk around aimlessly. had no slightest idea where to head to.
walked 2 rounds at temasek poly field, 1 round at big book shop and settle down at a void deck. It just felt so good.
called Joanne down and we decided to go Tamp inter to exchange something and back home. Very last min but i just go along with it.
Life's a torture, how do i let everything come to an end.
spare me the agony please.

2009-03-05T01:55:00.000-08:00

Many may think I'm being silly by a kid affecting me so much.
Close peeps always tells me, they are just kids, why let them bother you? Teach them, talk to them nicely and everything will be fine.
It's not going on fine, Darren is being fucking ridiculous.
I hate him for who he is, why can't he just think, at least a little and wises up, have some manners.
I'm not happy that I do not have as much attention as compared to him. I hate it when like my mom sides HIM, instead of me whenever there's an argument between me & him.
Can't my sister just fucking ka si (teach him) some fucking manners. totally bo ka si, a very rude word, but it just totally describes him. Tell me, why is my sister idling at home instead of working?
she is taking afternoon naps EVERYDAY, not washing her clothes, her sons clothes, wash her plates after meal and fucking take care of her own sons when they're over at my house.
Every month, her father in law will give her a sum of money for her & her sons.
Who doesn't want this kinda life? You don't have to work, you can sleep, instead you just shout & scream at anybody who irritates her and you get a sum of money.
HOW WONDERFUL LIFE CAN BE?! WHO DON'T WANT?
Notice that its sonS, not son. take note of the S. How overboard can she get?
Sons are born by her, coming out from her cb, why must my mom be the one suffering?
Why must my mom walk to & fro my hse and my sister's house everyday? It's all becos of helping her. Has she ever thanked my mom for doing all these? all she does is shout at my mom, shout at her own sons.
When i came back home from school, all my does is take care of Darron and Darren.
Do you even think she have time for me...

2009-02-28T08:18:00.000-08:00

Laziness is all I can say for the lack of updates.

Last week was camp week. Dint attend camp and had to go school.
Missed school at stayed at home for 3 days, one very irritating teacher kept calling my mom's phone so my mom woke me up and asked me to answer the phone, causing me to wake up as early as 8am.
Went to school on the Thursday of the camp week, kinda had fun with my class group. Can say that they're quite nice people actually, got to know them better, like Dion, Weixuan, Melissa and Rebuen(?) Charlton & so... We can only leave at 3.30pm, but i stayed back with them till like 4.30pm. How rare of me to do that right?
On Friday of the camp week, i went to school, considering that it was the last day of the week and that we can leave at 12.15pm, on top of that, i think it was kind of fun.
We went to toilets to stick our posters, but to our horror, the toilet was scattered with used kotex and panties. Cos the sec ones had their camps in school, so they bathed in the school toilet. How disgusting of them to throw it on the floor!
Obviously, i couldn't stand the sight of it, so pasted the posters and went outta girls toilet, headed into the boys toilet, much more cleaner, only pants lying around.
After the pasting of posters, slacked around with my group and instructor, presentation next.
Then we had our lunch, kinda like candle light dinner. spend our time chatting away.
Had some time on our own with the group instructor, cos it was the last day.

Back home after that, bathed & got prepared to meet Wanli & Max.
we went ntuc to buy ingredients for our cookie making, but sadly failed.
went over to dunman to fetch Max's friend. Kit then came.
Wanli & Me left shortly after that, I head to Bedok.

Sat, meet Jacq, one of my fave. gf. back then, we had lotsa memories. Met her at the interchange, bus to Changi, one of the camp to pass Ah Song food. Bus over to Bedok, met Fiona. On the bus, we caught up alot on each other's life and so on... Fiona is another super missed sister of mine, we sat at the playground, chatting bout the past, the present and some other people. Found out that actually SHE is a very mean friend. SHE go around backstabbing Jacq, causing Jacq troubles, calling me & Wanli names, ordering others around like a boss. No wonder she's hated among all. I hope she changes in a way or another.
ok, after all of those chattings, went to Blk 16 and have our lunch with Fiona guys friends and one of their hostel friend. Blk 33 to slack after that, then accompany Jacq to develop photos, send her to bus stop and went sister's mother in law shop.
& here's to Jacq & Fiona, Had a fun day with you guys and yes, love you 2 much :D

On Tuesday, 24th Feb was cousin's birthday.
Celebrated at Pizzahut together Wanli and Max.
Crapped alot there, Max and I laughed till our ears turned H-O-T!
Met XiaoHei and another guy after that, cousin then went off with them while I head home, Wanli & Max went lan.

School is alright but Arnita is trying to be a bitch. Mon & Thurs went home early, cos I was sick.
She seized the chance and complained to my sister bout me.
Stayed back after school on Friday, Mr Tan went through Physics with me and talked to me bout some things, encouraged me too.
Lucky me, nice form teacher this year (:

Kinda regretted cutting BANGS! ):
cos Amir & Marco drew a girl on a piece of paper with bangs.
How entertaining can my class jokers be?
HAHA!
Alot ppl also told me that Bangs dont suit me, how sad?! ):
i think it doesnt suits me tooooooo ~

Darren & Darron:

MAX & WANLI, LOOK HERE!
B.O & ARMPIT HAIR! :D

2009-02-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

on Friday after my school, came back home, bath & got prepared.
went to the doctor, had injection, personal reason.
Left to meet OngPohLing aft that. Finally, i could spend time with her.
Century Square next, caught the movie Wedding Game, quite a nice show :D
Had our lunch at Ramen Ten, shopped at Cotton On and bought pants from there.
after the movie ended, she looked for Diana while i bus to Max's house to find Wanli & Max.
I entertain them with a lot stuffs, thank me okay bitches.
We were very bored so they decided to teach me majong, they made me so into Majong now! )):
It's a bad thing...
& oh! I had my hair snapped off, hehehe.
Bangs! kinda harsh decision, but nvm (:
anw, Thanks to those who gave me Valentines gifts :D

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Stacy Gan Li Si, I miss you still! :D
It seems like you're doing fine with your bf, spend quality time with your family too ok.
They're the ones who'll be with you for your life yea, they love you alot.
that's what you always told me when i quarrel with my mom.
Remember? :D

2009-02-11T04:28:00.000-08:00

the thought of school, waking up early everyday sucks.
had counseling yesterday & the counselor suggest that i go see a doctor, cos' i can't sleep.
and she said that my face tells her how I'm feeling.
PE today, forgotten to bring cos' i was in a rush. Borrowed from the auntie selling PE, cos' teacher only wana see shirt as i told him i was sick, hohoho. clever move from me! :D
& again, somebody in my class lost his phone.
some cb bitches/bastards said the retainers : me, meijuan, nasrun & marco , one of us, stole it.
fuck the cb who said this, we request our teacher to check OUR bags, cos' we dint even do it yea.
anw, whoever said that, watch your mouth.
next week is OBS week, i shall stay at home & sleep my life (:
after OBS week is also an exam week, shall study with the time i have!
I'm making full use of my time, how smart!
& oh, Wendy. If you see this, contact me! :D

miss you 2 darlings deeply ):
Stacy, i hope you are better now.
there are always ups & downs, cheer up k! :D
we are all here for you yea.

Loves.

i find myself losing everything, left with nothing.

2009-02-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

Apologies for not updating daily & not tryna keep this fucked blog alive.
kinda busy lately. Term Assessments (TA) is up this week, next week.
POA suck cock, cos' i fucking got 0/20! I don't understand a shit, help from kind souls?
I studied for social studies one day before TA, last min, i know.
BUT, BUT, BUT, i manage to absorb most of it & pass my test yo!

Last week was more of going Singapore General Hospital, cos' my Big Uncle was sent in, we sent him in on the way back from Malaysia, cos' he nearly lost his balance while walking, slight stroke prolly?
When you get old, illness come looking for you, & sooner, death will reach upon you.
You never knw what will actually happen the next day, the next second to be precise, so enjoy every moment if you've the chance.

Malaysia was great. Going to another country is always free from some soul searching, troubles, worries & all sorts of things I hate.
I mean, i can enjoy without thinking there's school next day & ya lots more...
Life is much more simpler over there, if only S'pore can have that kinda life, a simple life, not that complicated kind. They don't request for A-L-O-T like US.
Okay, back to main point.
We had our own fireworks there, i dint capture any fireworks there anw.
But i enjoyed every moment there with my cousin, aunties, uncles.
my auntie even offered us beer & liquor. drank a little, not alot with cousins, talked and watched tv till 2am, eyes felt heavy, slept at around 2.30am.

Had lo hei dinner with my family, relatives & Wanli ytd, 6th Feb.
there's nothing more for me to update, recently life is a bore.
n-o-t-h-i-n-g c-o-u-l-d s-p-i-c-e u-p l-i-f-e...
Love Matters, Wedding Games, Ong Bak 2, Bride Wars & All Well Ends Well are waiting for me. ):
anybody?
i lost my phone, i lost my password for my msn, i lost my password for all my previous emails address. tell me what more am i gonna loss?
sway sway sway, I'm not going to create another MSN account, so anything contact me thru phone or tags?
no friendster, no msn, NOTHING :D
Those who don't have my number, get it from me, cos' i lost everybody's contact number.

Cab down to New Upper Changi road with mom today, sis's father-in-law shop had lion dance by my brother in law & co.
Darren & Darron joined in too! upload those photos the next time round.
then back home, cab down to Expo with both my sisters & Darren, without my mom & Darron.
wanted to go Nike sales, but the queue was terrible, longer than a dragon.
Brother in law & co are having lion dance there too, so we went to look for them, waiting to welcome the president S.R Nathan, waited for like an hour or two, but they spend their time disturbing me bout me skipping school, climbing gate, caught by my brother in law at void decks & all these shit. I told them bout whole school having to stay in school till 5pm every Tuesday, and they understand, they even tell me ways to cut fence & climb out! They even told me during their school days, they took attendance then run out, skip school go eat ba chor mee. HAHAHA~
what a bunch of jokers!
We left for Tampines Mall after that, had dinner at LJS, bought things, walked around & home.

Ong Poh Ling, any idea how much i've missed you?
It's time we meet ok bitch.
Not forgetting, StacyG too!
In case Sim Card says im bias, Loveyou Wanli!
:D

Photos from Malaysia.

2009-01-30T07:39:00.001-08:00

MY PHONE IS FUCKING STOLEN BY SOME KNNBCB KIDS!! ):
BUT NVM, I SHALL BE GENEROUS AND KIND!
& BY THIS, IM ACTUALLY DOING A GOOD DEED, I HELPED TO SUPPORT THE THIEF'S FAMILY. THAT FAMILY MUST BE VERYVERYVERY POOR, TO THE EXTEND THAT THEY NEED THEIR CHILD TO HELP THEM STEAL/ROB TO GET MONEY FOR THEIR USAGE. POOR THING! POOR FAMILY!
I'll FIND OUT WHO IT IS, so REST ASSURED, when I've found out, you guys can do your part and help them, by giving them a penny or two to allow them to carry on their lives contently but not miserably!

Meanwhile, I've already changed my number! (:
All thanks to Marco Low & Jiamin(?)
but still, THANK YOU!
Marco gave me their prepaid, cos' they don't need it or whatever it is.
Get from me my new number thru tags if you need it.

Will be going to Malaysia for 2 days, hohoho~
once again, I bless that person whole fucking stole my phone!

2009-01-27T07:22:00.000-08:00

Today was great! :D
woke up, prepared & went big uncle's hse.
went big auntie's hse next, then to 2 cousin's hse, second auntie's hse finally cousin's hse.
Big cousin then drove me back home around 8pm, walked to 840 to meet StacyG.
slacked for awhile then to Changheng's hse.
Changheng, his sister & his sister 2 friends were playing majong, they stopped after awhile & we played ban luck. Wanli joined us halfway too.
& i won 10bux! :D
happyhappy (:
Am not going school tmr! happyhappyhappy! :D
I have ALOT of THINGS to SETTLE! ):
NOT happy.

A few of my cousin's ( big auntie's son) are rich peeps BUT they're kinda arrogant.
& one of them stays at the 40th floor! Obviously, we were amazed & so we took photos.
Look at the photo & it states 40th floor uh.
The other one just move in to a larger condo, how great right?
& we're going over this friday. (mayb)

2009-01-26T06:13:00.000-08:00

New Year?
a totally New Year?!
This NEW Year isn't starting the right way.
i hope things can straighten out by themselves.

After Reunion Dinner ytd night, went down to look for Joanne.C & Des.C to slack.
went temasek poly area to meet Ah Yang, Justine then came don soon.
after awhile Des.T joined us.
I left them at around 11.30pm.

Today woke up early, prepared & went Big Uncle's house.
They have lion dance & alot people gathered there, all my relatives.
we had our gambling session, ban luck, hahhaha~
yearly game for us, won afew bucks only. ):
I have no idea who i will be meeting tmr but i know im going my big & second auntie's house & might be meeting the ass coussy! :D
& Wanli & co. at night for gambling.

2009-01-25T04:06:00.000-08:00

Just had Reunion Dinner!
Its the same every year but its best having it with family (:
Last week went Cousin bf's hse with lovely Sim, beautiful hse with swimming pool, gym!
They were having renovation, so we helped out, not help, but we had our own fun painting the heart.

it all started off with this...

then a complete heart...

stripes by the worker, the great great great worker.

Its actually a abunehneh ~
& he was the one who entertained us with alot of craps & jokes, we laughed our ass off.

Met Jieyun after the fun times at cousin bf's hse.
went 201, cousin bf's lan shop, bought stuffs & cab home, felt so dead.

Okay, so school was like normal boring this weekdays.
Had counseling on Friday, kinda feel weird cos' its the new counselor from Amercia.
I hope school can stop here, till New Year ends.
But actually, in 3N1, we're actually like laughing everyday, its not as dead as you seems to be. Cos' there is a lot of jokers in our class, even our teachers were laughing together with us. so 3N1 is kinda enjoyable luh uh, right Marco?
& Im so looking forward to tmr, cos' there's Lion Dance at my Big Uncle's hse, by my cousin's friends & all our relatives will be meeting up, lotsa ang pows coming in! xD

This was from my Penang cousin's wife.

Bought this myself from Penang.

Thanks Baoling for this Christmas Chip (:

hahahah, i own them yo! :D

Thanks Des.C for this (:

I shall end off with, I MISS YOU STACY GAN LI SI & I LOVE SIM WAN LI! :D

2009-01-18T07:21:00.000-08:00

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Chinatown just now, with Sister & co. packed like there's free money giving out there.
not very hot, cos its kinda windy yo~
Yupei called me & asked me out for dinner, but i can't make it, cos i was already in the car..
sorry yea girl, next time okay! :D
& I'm so H-A-P-P-Y, & yes, TOUCHED.
cos' my dearest sister, Fiona is in girl's home/hostel, but she wrote a letter to me! :DDD
& she asked somebody in her class, whom i know to pass it to me.
I haven't got hold of it, but I will get it veryvery soon! xD
I don't know if she will see this, but here's to you, Fiona, Love You uh! :D
Yesterday, shopping with Stacy at Bedok, bought a blouse.
Wanli came, had lunch at BurgerKing, talked about everything, anything.
My mom, sis & nephew came & meet us, they went to my Uncle's hse while Darren followed us around & we brought him to lunch.
We went to my Uncle's hse, yes, together with Stace & Wanli, had party there, enjoyable right girls?
we played bomb, which cost us a bomb, as we bought alot, cos' Evalene, Erlene wanted to play too.
Yes, Stace, Wanli & I joined in too, superb fun! :D
Wanli took bus home, my mom, sis & nephew cab home as Darron wana sleep already & that im accompanying Stace to wait for her parent, so her parent send me home.
I'm enjoying my life right now.
I WANT CHINESE NEW YEAR TO COME SOONNNNNN! :D

2009-01-16T04:58:00.001-08:00

Girlfriends? Faking a phrase, acting like its all okay?
What bout' all the girlfriends vouch? Promises and times?
I have got nothing left to say, since you're all full of hate.
Calling others names, labelling people, accusing innocent faces.
How fake can you be? How more can you go? Are you deprive of love or are you too rich with time that you got all the cells in your fcuking childish mind to say bout me?
You're what, 6?
comeon', hate me with all your puney mind, i dont fancy you either.
At least, i got a world of true friends, no fake faces.
You? An ocean of fakers?
With your attitude, it'll get you nowhere.
So what you're educated? You're so full of hate, its my gain you're gone.
At least i can quit acting like i care when i don't.
Game over, i hope you die of your own hatred. Talk to you never kid.
Bitch bout me all you want, your only profession.
I aint wasting anymore time on you.
May you find your real true friends & hope things get in your way.
God BLESS you.

2009-01-14T19:17:00.000-08:00

ok, i've decided to delete the previous post.
for me, i think blog quarreling is kinda childish, i say bout you, you say bout me.
i remembered i did that when i was 13 or 14. IM SERIOUS! :D
I'm going to be 16 soon, IM GROWING UP YO.
hahaha, Max says i shuld just get along with her cos' she thinks its senseless.
& ya, for her sake im willing to :D
cos' she's sucha great friend.
Wanli, Stacy & coussy are the sex (:
she called ppl names when others dint even treat her rudely.
I'm rushing out now yo, wait for my good news! :D

2009-01-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

sch today is alright (:
its the exams week & so far Maths, Chem tested.
Phy is tmr & the rest, no idea.
shopping with Wanli & Stacy this Saturday, my 2 cool girls yo.
Beloved coussy!!!! you're INVITED tooooo! :D
we'll have alot to talk bout, esp bout someone, wahaha.
big boss da jie da, who don't even care a fuck bout friends.
criticizing my dearest Wanli!
like c'on man, your thinking is that old fashioned?
& the way you do things don't look like your age, god.
okay, breakfast tmr with Edmund, Vivian, Changheng, Ivy & lots more.
hopefully, i can wake up on time not like th other time.
gonna have full attendance this week again, hehehe! :D
i think im enjoying school now, even Joey ask me why am i going school everyday!
congrats me, hurry! :DDD
& oh, I WISH my friends can send me a new year card to my mailbox (:
i mean, i love receiving letters, what's more its CHINESE NEW YEAR! Once in a year! SO, get from me my address! :D
im being crappy here, BLOG AGAIN TMR! :D

2009-01-11T22:39:00.000-08:00

last few days was greatly spent.
Darren & Darron's birthday chalet was good, good, good! thou on the last day we had some quarrels between family, but everything goes on well.
Stacy & Wanli came down to help out, play on Fri. I BET THEY HAD FUN!!! :D
Desmond, Jingli & Sarah came down on Sat.
Jingli helped in bbq-ing & all. While Desmond just wait for food to be served to him.
bbq, decoration, preparation of foods, washing of stuffs, everybody had a part in it & yah, it was a success.
on Sunday, some of my relatives came down too, great time for reminiscing those past we had, cracking jokes & everything. & I'm so glad, my friends like Wanli, Stacy & Jingli got on quite well with my cousins when bbq-ing, they gang up & bully me, joked around.
wonderful isnt it?
My mom says she wana invite Stacy & Wanli to our hse during Chinese New Year, hawhawhaw!
& oh, btw, all those ppl who went to Darren & Darron's chalet were asked by my mom, not me yea! :D
ok, i've had my fun this time, its time for SCHOOL. but am looking very very VERY forward to Chinese New Year,this time round only 2 days off from sch, fuking sad yo! ):
school is still alright, i've got full attendance last week, i know im best! ^^
kinda clicked well with those guys at the back, tgt with all those retain ones like Meijuan, Marco& co.
Those teachers said that they put us in the class for jokes, cos we the retain ones created hell loads of jokes for them. HAHAHAH!
MARCO LOW, my 2 BOX OF TIC TAC pls! :D
blog again when time allows, photos will be up the next post! (:

2009-01-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

gona summaries everything that happens this few days.

caught twilight with Desmond, Jingli, Boonhow, Isabella & Sarah on Sat night.
my cousin's wife from Penang came S'pore on Sun, my family took her to Suntec & Marina Sq. to walk around, since her hotel is somewhere over at Suntec.
school today, boring shit, get to know our classmates, yawns.
It's gona be Darren & Darron's birthday chalet in the coming Fri, Sat & Sunday.

Tmr is tuesday which means we can only leave sch at 4.45pm, boring shit!
Breakfast with Meijuan & Changheng tmr, hohoho.

Blog agin when i've th time.
& yah, Twilight is great yo!
I'm on th process of reading the book nowwwww ~ :D

2009-01-02T05:24:00.000-08:00

sch starts today, pretty excited that i can't even get to sleep.
text till 3am, & drop dead on bed.
several calls & texts woke me up, my Dad kept calling me, argh.
prepared, can't find rubber band, socks & got super fcukedup.
wore stripped pink & white socks, waned to buy rubberband from sch bookshop, but they're not selling anymore. sad case, got rubberband from Eechan then.
Met the babe Wanli @ hse area & school for Meijuan.

Miss Arnita is in charge of sec 3, & she goes on asking me to tie my hair & so on ...
proceed up to hall, listen to Principal talk bout some boring shit, core values, leadership is key & th list goes on.
followed by AngKK talking bout CCA, JamieNg talking bout discipline.
1 super bad news, we're fcuking not allowed to leave sch on Tues when we've end our lessons.
we HAVE TO stay till 4pm for CCA. They will lock th gates. How fcuk is it right!
The guys were intending to climb the gates, hahahaha!
had another talk for the sec3s only, talking bout grades & stuffs.
then, another talk for retainers AGAIN.
its not really a talk, but more of like a motivation/support for us, organised by MdmFauziah, telling us not to be disheartened, must not give up & so..
showing us videos of people who don't give up easily.
The retainers together with MdmFauziah, the counsellor will be meeting up once a week after sch for this program.
MdmFauziah prepared pizzas for us, cos we skipped lunch cos of the talk.
15mins of recess for those who wanna eat more, wahahah.
We sat among ourselves & chat, trying to tell AngKK we wanna appeal to Geography instead of taking the boring pile of shit History. He said can't cos' the class is full, but he'll try to help us.
Back to class then, same class room as last year, sigh!
filled up some forms, Mr Tan was my form teacher.
He talked to me, Meijuan & Suyin & Marco asking if we will come to school regularly, cos we already wasted 1 year.
of cos, we'll be going sch like everyday, & with that, it's time to be released.
went outta school to find Wanli, passed her things &off to 800+ w/ Baoling, backed home.
&Every Thurs, remedial for the weaker students.
Out of 5 days, 3 days are like fully packed already.

I watched Ip Man already, GREAT SHOW! :DDD
I hell hell hell wanna watch Bedtime stories & Yes Man.
Ong Bak 2 is coming out toooooo!
anybody?

~~OngBak reminds me of you.~~
you would be interested in fighting shows & all.
1year plus, how can you expect me not to miss you?
all the morning calls you gave, sweet lil text.
& on Valentine's Day, you said you got someone to send a box of lollipops to my hse.
i know that's a bomb, we know you're a bombster.
but i still miss every acts you've done, every word you've said.

2008-12-30T07:11:00.000-08:00

I wanted to transfer photos but I can't find my USB cable. How sad? ]:
I stayed at home today, only went to my sister's hse & back home.
countdown tmr, i hope there's something interesting!
actually meeting Jingli & Yupei for movie tmr, but they're going to club, sad thing.
might be going Vivo to look for Des.C & co?
Orchard with Pearlyn & co?
bored, bored, boredddd! =/
sch's starting, 2 days in exact ):
I havent bought my books, i wna appeal to Geography.
History is boring like shit, i don't even know what's bout History for this year, cos' i always skipped lesson for Hist, bored till i can just look around, staring at th walls, dreaming.
Marco Low, look here, we are bringing shades & power ranger mask to sch on th first day okay! remember!!

Ohya, i remember on Sunday night, i dreamt of a clown with thick, ugly, scary make up, wanting to kill me, playing catching with me.
then i woke up in sweat, as in really woke up. I needed th toilet, but i don't dare to move, th next moment, i heard my mom's phone ringing at th living room, obviously i don't dare to walk to th living room & answer. so i let it ring.
couple of mins past, so i on th lights, walked out, took th phone, went toilet.
rushed back to my room, called back th person whom called my mom's phone.
I heard 2 voices, a guy & a female. i was scared stiff!
th female said hello, hello.
then th guy said, sorry i called th wrong number. I was like, uh, you're looking for?
he said, sorry, i called th wrong number.
I told him it's okay thn.
but i was still thinking how come got that woman's voice lah sia!
ok, im scaring myself, im alone nowwwwwwwww ]]]]]]]]]: save me!!

2008 pass by kinda fast.
like everything just briefly flipped thru & tada, 1 year passed.
2008 is kinda better, i have great girlfriends, great brothers, quarrels with families somehow became lesser too. Just that i fcuking got retained.
I hope 2009 will be greater & i won't get retained, in that 1 year, i will do even better.

My wish for 2009 is :
able to go Japan & Hongkong.
Great Results of cos!
to be RICH.
great bunch of cliques.
Everyone to be happy{?}

P/s - Thnks to those who stood by when i was down, esp during th news that i got retained (:
I remebered bombs of sms came in at that point of time.
7's (Wanli, Stacy, Pearlyn, Max, Nini & Phyllis) , retarded cousin, Bao, Khai, Des.C, Justine, Feifei, 101.
Zhimei, Van.Teo, VanessaH, Marco.

P/ss - Ong Poh Ling! Pls tkcare of yourself, your health i mean.
you ended up in hospital becos of i-dont-know-why.
My chip's still with you, & th shirt i bought for you is still with me!
i miss you alot, we've drift alot, dint we?
cos' you're always working! & that, you have PH now! ):
Lurbx euu alwaes! xD

2008-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

24th, 25th, 26th spent at Chalet for Brother in law's brother engagement
dint come home for 3days, great cos' its like some form of relaxation.
Apologies Des & Jingli for not joining you guys to drink at pub, cos' due to time.
Thank you guys for wanting to pay my cab fare over there & back to th chalet.
meet you guys another time k!
Brother in law's bro drove me back on 26th around 1am, dead tired.

Sunday went Tmall with sis & co, walked around had dinner.
sales is everywhrrrrrr, if only i had th cashhhh ):
i dint work a single day this holiday, how depressing, you must be wondering where my source of money comes from, MY GREATEST DAD of cos, feel so guilty! ]]:

Monday, which is today.
met up with Stacy, TM to shop for my school bag.
done w/ it, shopped around.
got my make up remover & pants.
caught th show, Twilight, AWESOME ok! :D
i'm so smitten over that guy, fcuking sweettt yea.
whats more, he's a vampire, cool right!
mygod, i've not read th book yet oh! ):

Pictures from Penang:

2008-12-27T07:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks Pearlyn for this lovely Dale as a Christmas present!
Dale came by plane from Hongkong to my hse!

Shall do a proper post on recent happenings.
But right now, i wna wish EVERYBODY Merry Christmas yo! :D
I'm not too late yea, cos' christmas last for 12days.
It's not too late to buy my prezzies now toooooo ~
hahaha, fruitful Christmas this yr with great gifts, & more not yet collected!
till here, be back for more! :D

2008-12-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

met up with th ass retarded cousin @ my hse & went to have lunch @ KFC.
some morons rush us to tm, so we headed there to collect things & did some window shopping.
went into a shop, cousin bought & engraved things for her dearest bibi while i bought a mini lighter & engraved my name on it for my fcuking bitch, OngPohLing.
weird isnt it, to engrave my name & give it to her?
reason being, i want her to remember ME! :D
th staffs there were super friendly & ya, they were so kind to me & cousin! :D
settle down at a foodcourt for drinks, while waiting for Khai & fcuking Bitch to come.
they reached & we went down to meet them, passed my fcuking bitch th mini lighter & crapped.
I miss Khai alotttt yo, esp. those times when we would always, EVERYDAY, meet up @ my hse area for slacking tgt w/ Reeve & Jinhui. But yah, that's th past, we shuld look forward to th future right! :D
Khai & Bitch left while me & cousin took bus to meet Shuhui at her hse downstair.
up to her hse for toilet & slacked. Her hse is pretty la can, i would wna stay with her yo.
after all of those talks, headed to Fengshan cc area to meet with Shuhui's friend to collect things, we slacked again at some random blocks for awhile, & they went home, while I went to look for my mom & co. at Bedok South.
homed at 9.45pm.
Its 1.57am now, im still not tired.
hafta switch back to my school timing soon, very very soon. ):

2008-12-22T07:51:00.000-08:00

Sat, cab over to 400plus to find Wanli & Jovie.
headed up to Max's hse while waiting for Phyllis & Pearlyn to get ready.
wait & wait like some retards & finally they're done.
took a bus over to Pasir Ris to have our small lil picnic.
i made jellys for them & they finish it up like very fast, cos they said it was niceeeee! :D
finished our picnic & we went shopping around, ehub & downtown east.
Wanli & Max secrertly bought a snow spray & we use to spray among ourselves as we walked to Whitesands.
washed up @ whitesand's toilet & went shopping around again.
left alone first, cos i gota go Bedok to look for my family & relatives.
bus 17 to there, long journey man.
reached & had party, fun is all i could say. :D
homed at around 10pm.

I stayed at home th whole day on Sunday, can die of boredness!

met up with Stacy & Wanli today.
headed to KFC, they ate & we had our lil talks.
followed by going to a void deck & slacked, talked bout almost everything.
we called Changheng down & slacked together, so we camwhore & left at bout 6pm, send Wanli to bus stop & Stacy came over my place, she left shortly too.

2008-12-21T07:40:00.000-08:00

yes, this time round you won.
you've got what you want, you complained things that are totally not true & they believed, so they get back at me, saying I'm a slut for always shouting at you, wanting to beat you.
you're th one always causing trouble, causing quarrels between our family.
i'll fucking screw you one day, watch your back you small lil ill mannered boy.
i'll fucking teach you what's manners.
i swear, i must teach you a lesson and that i must get my revenge.
JUST YOU WAIT, DEAR BOY, WAIT!
diu lei lo mo ham ka chan

2008-12-20T07:58:00.000-08:00

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I'll update on today's picnic with girlfriends & more photos on Penang soon, time is all i need yeah!
love all <3

2008-12-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

some random photos @ Penang up, just below. (:
There's still more, but let's just slow down a bit.
I'm gna summaries what I've been doing these past few days.

Shopping for X'mas gifts with Wanli & Stacy, bought a bra for myself at E2.
Went for facial on Saturday, super pain when they're squeezing out those lil dirty things.
Snap off my hair today, it looks short, it feels short. But its ok for me! :D
Busy looking after my sis's sons these few days, cos' some things happened. (I'm a great nanny but I can flare up at them too!)

I think there's nth else(?)

anw, do visit www.cheaplike-hell.blogspot.com :D

2008-12-13T03:13:00.000-08:00

During th time at Penang, I had to bath with cold water everyday.
1 or 2 days, th weather is muthafcuking hot, so Its okay.
but at times, It's freak cold. but bobian cos' my small Uncle's Hse doesn't have a water heater.
We also had a birthday celebration for my cousin over there at my Uncle's hse follow by dinner.
Everybody was present except for my second Uncle. After th celebration, th youngsters, those cousins cousins all talked among us. They can have a bike lisence at th age of hell 16. They get IC at a age of 12. cool uh. Almost all my cousins got motor buang before. and Its rather serious.
& also, for th first few days all of us(my family) woke up as early as 7 - 8am, cos we could not sleep & had not gotten use to th environment. so all of us went to market for breakfast. but after that, only my parents woke up at that time to get us breakfast. & my sisters, Darren & I will sleep till 9 or 10plus.
Enough of typing alr, post up some photos taken at Penang, ENJOY! :D

2008-12-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

Was shopping for like 7 out of 8 days, even th last day we went shopping.
only for 1 day, we visited various temples in Penang, th whole day was temple temple temple.
interesting but th weather was hot like some freak bitch, was sweating like a tap opening.

*snake temple & that angmoh is a stranger, took this by chance.

This is my uncle in Malaysia, Penang.

We also went to look at monkeys!

Till here then, will update more when I'm free later! (:

2008-12-10T02:32:00.001-08:00

I'M BACK, I'M BACK !
I'll do a proper post when I'm free :D
but for now, replies of tags.
SPAMMERS if you wna spam, go ahead.
i won't delete nor ban for now. (:
i won't waste my time on you too, anything you're unhappy, you can add me in msn or leave your number down, I'll give you a call.
Thanks Min, Pearlyn, Stacy & Minpei for helping me scold back th spammer yea.
& yah, i miss Pearlyn, Stacy, Min & Wanli when i was away for 8 days too! :D

2008-12-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

im crying so bad like my close ones leave me but it's cos of Channel 8 , 8pm show.
fcuking saddddddd, sadddddd, sadddddd.
why such ppl exist in S'pore right?!?!?!
i think 10 Brothers in awesome!
th Brothers are all so united, whatever th show is back, BYE!

2008-11-30T23:25:00.000-08:00

I'm so busy packing my bag & stuffs.
fuking excited for tmr!! :D
gna take a plane to Penang tmr evening.
do send me a text if you miss me yo!
I know alot ppl will miss me! ^^
will be back on th 9th Dec.
hehehehe!

some losers say im chao ah lian & that they're reading chao ah lian's blog.
ohmy, so scared.
I'm chao ah lian, beware of me worxhs -.-

2008-11-28T04:05:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU, DARREN LIM JUN PENGGGGG!
so what if you're a kid aged 4?
so what, what, what?
I don't hafta give in to you, cos you're a bloody ass rude boy.
just fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you la.
meanwhile, i love Darron more than anything.
to hell with Darren Lim Guai Lan.
think I'm childish, i don't care.
I'll give him hell, let's wait & see.

2008-11-26T09:11:00.001-08:00

Replies of Tags!
Linlin : ok, soon ya! :D
vanessa : thanks, i will (:
Wendy : thank you so much yah! (:
Weixuan : thanks girl (:
Yupei : thank you! appreciate that (: its been long since i last saw you & Jingli. meet soon k? :D
Vanessa Teo : yea, im alright, don't worry (: see you next yr! :D
Alvin : Sunzi, im okay. don't you worry for me okay. shall meet out soon ^^
Max : its nice (;

I'm not dead. I'm still okay, don't worry for me, beloveds :D
These few days ....

Movie( Madagascar 2) with Wanli & my guailan nephew, Darren, met Isabella t slack at Bedok aftermath.
Lunch with Cousin, met Jieyun to 400+ & met Pearlyn, Max, Ni. Pearlyn baked cupcakes for us.
Baoling th ass lovelove bitch delivered McFlurry to my doorstep on a particular night. thank you so much yo* filled with lots of love! :D

Think th news that i got retained spread fast and many came forward to talk to me on msn, telling me to be strong & study harder.
even those that i dont expect they would console me came talking to me.
thanks a millon thou (:

2008-11-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

Lin, Stacy, 940, Ger , Min, Pearlyn, Bao : thanks for th concern.
I'm feeling much better ya, life still has to go on.
Thanks Vi & Stace for th message in your blog.
am talking to Des.C now & he makes me drop a few tears ):

2008-11-18T20:52:00.000-08:00

Don't worry im fine.
i just need time to get over it, i still can't accept th fact.
thanks Bao, Wanli, Reeve, Jinhui, Khai, Feifei, 101, Han, Chan, Zhimei.
for th thousands of calls and msgs, sorry for making you guys worried. & th letter delivered to my door.
some even lied to me that they're retained just to cheer me up.
I appreciate it alot & thank you guys for everything, but don't worry.
I'm gona be fine.
Apologises to Vivi & Vann for not meeting you girls on th 17th.
i will make it up to you 2, not now.
Give me time.

1 year, how am i going to get through this 1 year?
* teach me how to hold back my tears.

2008-11-16T04:03:00.000-08:00

ok, dint update for like days yah.
overall, was with 7'sisters these few days.
we had our lil picnic at a void deck, there were biscuits, muffins & popcorn baked by Nana.
my phone was under servicing so I couldn't take photos of whatever i wants.
i brought my camera along, but i dint bring battery.
how dumb right!!
forget it, I've got Nana's & Stacy's phone.
after our picinic, we went TM, walked around.
back to Max's hse.
her fucking maid said some nasty stuffs to us, so i did back th same.
don't expect me to treat you nice when you said ass things to us.

on another particular day, Wanli came to my hse, bus to 400plus & met Na.
ate & bus to Changi, went to th beach. strolled along.
talked a lot among ourselves (:
Wanli treated us to Subway but we were too full, so we shared.
& we walked all th way out to take bus bcos we wanted to have more time to talk & so.
was taking out coins to take bus, and my $1 coin dropped inside like a bush.
you have to squat & stretch to take it, & that ass Nana was pretending to be kind to help me take, she scream & jump up.
SHE SAID SHE WAS AFRAID THAT SOMEBODY WOULD GRAB HER HAND !
& her head bump into my eyes, so i've got like swollen eyes that afternoon.
So, I kept scaring her by making eerie noise when we were passed by those unwanted houses

Max

me & Jovie

trying to act like some punk ass @ Max's hse.

this is scary right.
Jovie climbs up th bed & doesn't know how to go down, so she just stayed there for quite long.

this is bunny Jovie.

ass Na, who made my eye swollen.

Stacy Gan

Jovie, Me, Na & Stacy

Jovie th retard

Stacy Gan

Pearlyn Ong

2008-11-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

I feel so frustrated, vexed bout tons of things.
I'm worried bout retaining at sec 3, which i don't want to.
can 18 Nov not come so soon? >:
I'm so sorry t vent my frustration on my mother, feel so bad.
kill me pls, i even threw away my nephew's toy into th rubbish bin which can't be retrieved back, those large large dustbin where you have to open/close.
I shouted at them, i scold them.
pls understand, dearest.
so many things are going on in my mind, can't even stand th crying sounds of Darron, screaming here & there, threw him aside, quarreled with my mother over Darron, kinda stupid but I'm in th wrong.
My sis in th wrong too, cos' she went out & leave her son with my mom, how bad right?
since you gave birth to him, you shuld take care of him & it's your responsibility man! Get it?
tell me ways t calm myself, t relieve myself pls, gona die like soon.
I'm broke today, i can't go out t have fun ):
poor thang me right, those who hate me must be laughing their ass off that I'm in sucha plight.
I just don't feel too good now.

Happy Birthday Justine! :D

so anw, was out with Baobei, Stacy today.
she cab over t find me at my hse & we continue the cab t Simei, East Point, cab fare cost a bomb!
went to Sony Ericsson t repair my phone & went to smoke.
she smoke, not me while i find her stinky & dirty cos' she smokes!
headed t have lunch, kinda sucked, food's cold, Cine's outlet is far more better than Simei's.
walked around cos' we had no place t go after that.
so we strolled all th way to CGH & tot of going in to wash our legs cos' its muddy. We actually went in, till halfway, we went off & ahead to nearest bus stop for bus17. went to th temple to pray to my ahma & visit her, cos' seriously i kinda miss her & since th bus pass by there.
went off t explore th other temple beside it after that, intended t go 201 t look for my beloved lovely coussy but so sad, we took th wrong side for bus 17 & landed at Bedok inter. Stacy says that we don't have to get off cos it will go round but in th end, we sat till th driver had to " Eh, Hello" at us to get off th bus, super malu ok.
so we just walked around inter again, cos' we had no more cash to take bus, take cab what-so-ever ~
called Weijie and he's at Bedok, so i met him & it's been long since i last caught up with him.
back home with Stacy & Weijie.
Stacy came over my hse, ate my chocolate biscuits, lol.
tasty right, baobei? xD

& Stacy actually took this when im lighting th joss sticks.
sucha ass yea?

2008-11-10T19:56:00.000-08:00

i think i dint mention that i went Beyond's concert on Sat.
th music was great, their voice, drum, guitar was super power.
will be going Malaysia to visit relatives for 8days during dec.
went t sch for exam today, retake.
if i pass it, i will get promoted, but if i fail im gna get retain.
i don't think i can make it, cos' its kinda hard & i dint study enough ):
there goes my psp, but i don't wish t retain too.
thats very ... think i've wasted one whole year, not learning anything.
slacking my time off.
sort of regret not listening t Brother & Liangjie.
feel like quitting sch & if i let my mom knows bout this, she's gna go mad.
they will be super disappointed with me, what a failure.

2008-11-09T19:26:00.001-08:00

7 & 8 Nov, forgotten everything.
it isnt anything special too.

9 Nov, Sunday.
woke up, bath & went t meet Wanli at inter, i was not late! :D
walked t TM, she wanted t have lunch, but everywhere is renovation or queue.
so she decided t have lunch with her sister after her sis reached while she accompany me t get earpiece. while walking on th roads, someone on th car called out t us, i don't know who are they, so i turned t Wanli, she dint know them too. so we left, leaving them looking & calling. mad dogs. left alone t inter, took bus 31 to New Upper Changi Road to look for sis & all.
headed t Bugis with sis, nephews, her mom-dad-in-law & so so so.
back home at around 10+pm.

mayb leaving is a better choice.
cos' wheater we are in it or not, makes no difference.
since SOME CHILDISH GAY inside kinda hate us & we don't click well, what's th use of staying right?
& SOME only come to us, when needs help.
mayb you mean well, but prove it pls.

2008-11-07T06:57:00.000-08:00

6 Nov
Farewell for Alan, but b4 that went study.
met cousin @ 201, bus t inter & walked around thousand rounds while waiting for Des.C & co. to reach. Sat at Mac, saw Hongjie, walked t small mac w/ him & sat down, Alan, Boonhow & their girls reached. A hour later, Des.C, Justine & Doreen reached yea, slowly more & more ppl reached small mac, took bus 10 t Katong, Teoheng for KTV.
room was small for us, but it was th biggest room alr, we had too many people so we had t squeeze here & there, for those who have stead, girls must sit on guys leg, Justin & Enliang had t climb t th top, lol.
hours later, we left KTV. cousin & me head for dinner at Simpang Bedok while th rest played pool, went t look for my sis & mom at New Upper Changi road after that.

2008-11-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

Deborah's birthday photos are up! :D
sorry for th delay (:

2008-11-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

sch this morning, came back home, ate & bathed.
slept till 3plus.
stayed home th whole day ):
I'll be out tmr (:
Darren, my nephew has got a PSP!! ):
but it was bought by my second sis & her mom which is my eldest sis.
unfair uh ~
then dad came back & i told him, but he says "you pass your maths, how much i also buy for you ah, pass your maths liao then tell me."
heheh xD
post again tmr :D

2008-11-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

ytd went sch early in th morning again, came back home & slept all th way till 5plus.
cab t Bedok Sintua there, with Sis, Mom & so so so.
met Des.C & co. there.
back home around 11plus.
gave sch a miss today & slept till 12pm.
stayed home th whole day, except meeting Pearlyn tht lesbian (:
went t buy our sushi & acc her t buy bread & drinks.
while buying drinks, she talked t someone whom she thought was me.
she even kept staring at th girl who was alr so malu, lol lol.
cute uh.
anw, do check out this girl friendster's profile! :D
http://profiles.friendster.com/clubofrain
pretty lady yea!
:D

2008-11-01T22:14:00.000-07:00

ohya, ohya!
I'm voiceless now, since ytd morning when i woke up.
pity me man, had difficulties talking with Des & co, Loti ytd.
why when humans need blood, we can donate blood?
when humans need money, we can donate money?
when humans need shirt, pants & all, we can donate too.
but why can't we donate VOICE?
lol !

2008-11-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

went Bedok South w/sis, mom & nephew.
around 8pm headed t Bedok Res. Road, sintua event there.
saw lotsa ppl there, Loti & co. , Des.C & co, sister's friends was there too, to help out & so on.
Des.C & co. played with my sister's younger son, Darron, cos he's super cute, i know!
headed back like around 10.30pm.
& I think I dint mention that ytd when Stacy & I was walking & something hit me on my back near t my waist, it was something pretty heavy i supossed becos it hit me quite hard & th sound inpact when dropped on th floor was loud yea. Stace said it was a bat, but i said no, it was something like a rock. then we searched th floor, th bikes near t whr we were standing, there wasnt anything found.
Ran like so idiots & cross th road, we were scared like some kids. We don't even dare t board th cab cos we were afraid tht someone might be siting next t us or when th driver turn back t look at us then ....
yah, i shall stop here if not I'll have t sleep with my mom again :x

& Happy Birthday Deborah! :D

2008-11-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

Ok, here are th Genting photos! :D
Enjoy!

There's indian dance over there, cool uh!

their light effects over there are power.

We stayed at th last floor, last unit. scary like ...

if only i BONIA belongs t me uh.

Darren is playing bowling, smart right?

w/ Darren's mask.

Cousin in cable car.

last floor's view is terrific yea.

2008-10-31T10:21:00.001-07:00

nobody is trustworthy, no one.

2008-10-31T09:04:00.001-07:00

I'm pissed, fcuking pissed.
I'm 15years old, not 5 nor 3.
you need respect, i need too.
you need privacy, i need too.
I've called you up, reporting t you, why do you still wna act as if I've just started learning how t walk & treat me like so fcuked up baby?
bloody friends pissed me off, then some fcuked up ppl came pissing me off.
enough of it.

met Stacy at hse downstair, cab t 492 bus t Tmall.
Open Plaza t look for Joanne, Justin, Boy & co, slacked & talked.
Pearlyn, Max & Jovie met us there too.
celebrated Deborah's birthday w/ her friends, Pearlyn, Max, Jovie & Stacy.
snap, ate cakes & walked around.
went in for movie, The Coffin with Stace, Max, Pearl & Jovie.
scare th hell outta me ok, was screaming like some mad womens.
met up w/ Darance, AhYang & Leslie after movie.
went off & met Jieyun at 400plus w/ th same ppl w/o Pearl.
talked & crapped cos' its long since we last met.
i dont wna mention what happens after that, but im home now.
Stace & Me don't even dare t go home ourselves in th first place, so she cab t my hse & her dad came t fetch her at my hse.
understanding parents she has unlike y'knw who.

2008-10-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

usual routine, sch this morning. ):
anybody can save me from sch?
bloody hell got shouted by ass black black Vannan, whatever. who cares anw.
headed home, watched tv & bathed & slept.
was actually meeting some peeps up but due t me being sick, so had t cancel it off uh, sorry (:
can die from sneezing non-stop man, kill flu.
I think I'm crapping here, ignore me.
miss me :D

2008-10-29T08:04:00.001-07:00

waking up early in th morning while others are still sleeping their ass off bores me.
th thought of going t sch during th holidays kills me.
th sight of numbers drive me crazy.
mygod.

2008-10-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

I'm back from Genting!! :D
had fun shopping but tiring, my legs ache like its gna break anytime.
went down t snap photos & walked around at 12midnight w/ cousin, Lingling, up again & down again, had KFC.
Big Sis's father-in-law & all dint slept at all, they spend time in th casino, cool uh.
sad thing is, i can't go in, cos I'm not 21yrs. ):
bought a few stuffs for some lovely peeps, thank me yo! (:
yes, numerous ppl still text & ring me up when I'm having fun at Genting!
reached home at around 11.45pm ytd night, took a bath & met Des.C, cousin & Ahyang.
saw korkor & daddy, & all sat down t talk, korkor & daddy left shortly after that.
send cousin t bus stop & homed around 12.30am.

woke up on time tday, prepared & met Eechan.
walked t sch for Maths lesson.
th only chance for me t promote t sec 4.
guess I'll be going everyday, 2 weeks, 2 hours each lesson ):
& i hope it's worth it, obviously i dint fall asleep this lesson :D
photos up th next post.

Replies of Tag:
Derrick - hah, yah! totally looked like Jesus uh! (:
Eechan - not funny man, you shuld be glad i made you guys laugh like mad.
Zhimei - you want? i send you! hahhah.
Baoling - yeah, we'll meet after 11Nov k? loveyou hell loads too, bitch :D
Vh - thanks, i know everybody misses me! xD
Min - rubbish ley & yah, better not let ... knw it man. he's so sad now alr. HAHAH.
Huiqi - Hi les-partner! :D how are you nowadays? (:

2008-10-23T22:39:00.000-07:00

cheong wanted t snap me, but too bad, i was fast.

he wanted t snap cousin, but too bad, she was fast too!

but we are smarter, we manage t snap him! :DD

cousin's.

mine.

Des.C, extra extra spicy.

th both of them had soup.

i had garlic bread

Ytd met cousin, waited for Des.C t get ready.
went t take bus 15 t Parkway. walked around.
lunched at Pastamania, xoxo treated us.
bus 15 t somebody's hse, put things outside her door, & ran down.
its okay for me & cousin but for Des.C its not, cos he's crippled.
Des.C bus back home while cousin & me bus 87 t Bedok Inter & went separate ways.
i went t Bedok South t look for mom & sis.
i took BUS all th way, i did not spend a single cent on cab, super proud of myself man! :D
I'm staying home today t pack my stuffs & spend time alone (:
mom & sis are out btw.
Gna leave for Genting tmr morning.

do you have any idea how i feel ?

2008-10-23T10:21:00.001-07:00

Photos in sch :

Zhimei

Eechan

ChangHeng

Lionel & Changheng

Lionel

Hello Kitty jelly for cousin & Darron is very cute, i know! :D

2008-10-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

Replies of Tags :
Bao - chicken you, bitch!
Min - go ahead man! i support you (:
Huiqi - Hi, thanks for th tag & im fine. but you're which Huiqi eh?
Deborah - Hello ! :D
i am a passerby - thanks, you are ?
StacyGan - Baobei, i miss you too! :D we'll meet when im back from Genting alrights? love ya!
Pearlyn - i ask her meet you all too okay! you more sexy la sial, 11 Nov i got retest, so im unsure, will let you know again uh~ :D
LL - spam your head, go die.
Vivian - Hi daughter! (:
Passerby - from a web (:

Sunday, went over Tmall to have dinner.
saw Alex & he asked how was my results, saw Vivian & Benjamin, saw Litian (:

i went sch on Monday, effing bored. dismissed at 12pm.
headed home & stayed at home i think?

Tuesday, gave sch a miss.
was woken up by alot peeps as early as 6am.
Des.C called me telling me he was in hospital, cousin text me if i've woken up, Liangjie text me too.
then JolynL text me regarding some things.
mygoddd, can die from all these early birds.
bath & met cousin at my hse opp, bought some food & went 886 t slack & wait for Zhimei & co, Gina & co. t settle some xiaomeimei stuffs which Gina&co. created.
helped Jolyn cos obviously, they are bullying her.
they after that cousin & I slacked awhile with Changheng.
He left shortly after that & we headed t 888, saw KhengHao & Darrel.
walked t 891A, around Springfied t wait for Des.T instead Justin was alrdy sitting there, sat down & caught up with him. slacked & Des.T reached, 2 St'Hildas guy came over too. Derrick came out, then alot unknowns peeps came out. slacked then Hongjie & Victor had some probs there. Springfield's OM came out, all left. so we left t have lunch, but only Justin, Derrick & Des.T ate. left for 886 after that t slack & crap.
Cousin & Me left shortly after, send her t bus stop & home (:
& oh, Mdm Wang called me on my phone and asked me t attend sch on Wed.
i tot is was regarding some promotion sutffs or results so i went.

so, i woke up & drag myself t sch, last day BUT i still have to go back for bridging cos' i failed my maths ):
Mdm Wang asked me t go sch cos' Changheng & I created trouble for Mr Kim, form tcher & Mdm Wang, co-form. They asked us t sch t clear th mess we created, last day bodoh!
i dont call that a big trouble but still, it involves ...
nvm, dismissed at 12pm, stayed back t settle that trouble for awhile & left with Changheng.
bath, slept & went t Bedok.
homed at 9pm. (:

& i'll be away for 3 day, Sat ; Sun ; Mon.
im going t Genting again! :D
rmb miss me yo, peeps!

2008-10-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Changheng :D 16 Oct.
Happy Birthday Gillian :D 17 Oct.

cupcakes we ordered for Changheng.

Changheng's birthday.

Desmond.C / Ben / Ah Yang

Des.C played around w/ my cam.

above pics are all Min & Wanli (:

2008-10-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

* this is gna be a wordy post, so be prepared. Pictures will be up another day. (:

Thur, give sch a miss & stayed at home.
celebrated Changheng's birthday with Zhimei, VanessaT, Clara, Duanjian, Lionel & Qiyan.
went t E-Hub t watch Max Payne, followed by walking around E-hub & had dinner over 844 kopitiam.
all of us cept' Zhimei & Qiyan went for mahjong session @ Changheng's hse. They taught me & Lionel how t play cos' we are noob at it. homed around 11plus.

Sat, met Min for lunch @ KFC. after eating, went t foodcourt t look for Derrick & Des.Tan.
part w/ them, came up t Des.Cheong hse t have a talk w/ him cos' he was feeling down, very down. console him, & we had t leave t meet Wanli @ our hse downstair. bus t 400plus then t Suntec. Wanli had lunch then we walked around, joked, crapped.
walked t S'pore Flyer, snap phots, tour around, dint get th chance t sit ):
bus t Plaza Sing, MRT t Pasir Ris, fcuk th MRT, super super packed, fcuking peepos squeeze & push like nobody, warm like.. couldn't take it & shouted, stop pushing la dey~
throw face i know, but ppl in th MRT like cannot see you like that, just push, just squeeze.
walked t Downtown after that, met Des.Cheong, Jeffrey @ Mac. Jieyun waited for us there too.
Brother & th rest came, walked in th entrance t Des.Cheong's god-son's chalet. Joanne, Ahboy & Dingdang reached there shortly too. Ahboy & Joanne kept saying bout my malu past, when like i was sec 1.
& Boy kept on disiao-ing me, when he was leaving, he said " we very long then meet ley, byebye, see you again." super funny luh.
then had some probs, sat down & lepak w/ Brother, Des & all. jokers seh.
Des.C's god son was super cute & they are super gangster cos' they've got a gangster real daddy. they had all sorts of alcohol there cos ppl like them needs it & Des.Tan go woolala, hah.
He was almost drunk, his expressions made us roll on floor laughing.
imagine we crapped from 6plus till 10plus, made us go high man, all sorta jokes th 2 Desmond could create.
told Des.Tan t help me take water & he said NO!
so i shouted Brotherrrr, help me take water can?
then Des.T come interupt, need water call brother, no need water call fcuker.
Min looked @ me & i looked at her, we burst out laughing like omg.
he can be a joker la ~
then was making fun of Ben, cos he is a christian, odd one out.
so Des.Cheong took off his shirt, used Brother's cardi t wrapped his pants and he did a Jesus image. i took a photo of it too (:
there's too much t mention bout th 2 jokers, too much!
left cos' we were too tired, actually decided t leave early then Des.C asked us not to & cos of somebody, in th end, someone just left w/ a Bye & look for her friend when we waited for her for like so long. send Wanli & Min over t bus stop, walked t another bus stop t wait for my father, he came over & fetch me home around 11pm & homed ! :D
Photos will be up tmr or another day! (:
thanks t Wanli, Min & th jokers for my fruitful day! haha.

2008-10-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Sunday, went Orchard with sis & her mom, dad in law all these.
nothing much t elaborate bout.

Monday was marking day, slept till shiok shiok then somebody bomb my phone.
woke up, bath & ate.
went t meet her at Bluesea bubble tea shop & went over t Cityplaza.
she wanted t extend hair, walked around, had KFC for our lunch.
went into a hotel t explore, but it was like shit hotel.
went t Bedok, i bought a pair of sandals.
proceed t my Da-Gim's hse, she wanted t visit her, i wanted t take things from her.
played with Edrick & Erlene.
back home & she went t find friends.

left chip & dale sitting on stool. Right : dale tumbler

free pack of chip dale tissue.

passport holder

chip & dale form a heart keychain.

Darren

Darron

this is th "her" for Monday.

left; with Edrick.

Min, this is th Hello Kitty k.
know how sweet i am alrdy? :D

2008-10-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

went t Tamp Mall today t get my Pierre Cardin wallet with my mom, sis & nephew.
but b4 that, flare up @ home cos' i hate ppl shouting at me w/o any reasons.
so fcuked up. i don't understand why im sucha soft-hearted person...
whatever, collect from Zhijun my Chip&Dale, Donald Duck, Mickey&Minnie ballon keychains too. super cuteeeee manx! (:

(update me with more Chip&Dales stuffs!)
headed t New upper changi road aft that, bored saturday yo.
actually plan t head t cine but change of plan ):
Des.C asked me along t Sentosa with them but i rejected him cos it was too last min.

Replies of Tags :
Eechan - it better be true then (:
Min - you think i bear & dare t throw away? No right! from my beloved ley! xD its inside th storeroom, not even used (:
Vh - thats good, i hope you keep your promise ya! :D
Yuye - Love Yuye too! xD

2008-10-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

TanEeChan, losing him is not losing everything.
be back t th old happy, lively Eechan okay! :D
everybody is looking forward t that, cheers uh! (:
this post is specially for ya, so do for be happy & learn t let go k.

2008-10-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

these are my thoughts for now.
旧的不去,新的不来.
is that true?
When people makes new friends or rather part with them & patch again they'll forget th old best friend who tends t always tries t be there for you & console you.
Put yourself in my shoe, if I'm feeling down now but you asked me some stuffs & I gave you that fcuked-up attitude, how would you feel? It totally puts me down & i feel like a loser. You might think this is nothing t you & I'm talk all sorta nonsense here, but it seriously stab me hard in my heart. Nobody is perfect I know, I dint ask for a perfect best friend either. I don't wish this friendship coming t an end neither do I wna see this friendship drift. You're etched in my mind, best friend, OPL.

English, Chinese was manageable.
Maths, Combined Humans could kill.
Combined Science, F&N was still o-k-a-y.
stayed back after sch for mugging with VanessaT on several days (:
was really proud of myself that i could stay till 3pm on one much th day.
I hope my efforts are not wasted luhs.
So, there's nth much for me t talk bout for those past exam weeks as its all bout coming back home, not going anywhere ya.
hell loads of photos, enjoy! :D

2008-10-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS ME, CONGRATS ME !
EOY HAS OFICALLY ENDED FOR ME! :DDD
cheers man! xD
I'll update more when im back home.
hear from me soon okay, peeps! (:
& just a few photos of how much i love Chip & Dale & how much Chip & Dale means t me!
if anybody is kinda enuf t get it for me, i'll love die you! DD:

2008-10-03T08:11:00.001-07:00

Chinese Paper was still alright, but i was totally clueless due t some of th questions! & tadah, had t use mini-moni-mini-more.
HAHAHA!
stayed back after sch w/ VanessaT, had lunch in sch.
then Miss Vanessa taught us Chemistry :D
1st time in Sec3 i stayed back till 3plus, great achievement uh~
Today was Maths Paper 1 & History.
what i can say is 2 gone case paper, so shall not be bothered by it.
Monday's another gone case paper too, Social Studies. ):
i'll nvr make it for Humanities & Maths.
gota meet up with a lot of love lovelies after exams, i gota bear w/ it, 7 more dayyyyys! D:

2008-09-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

Jiajun & Fedrick kept calling me on Friday telling me that they gave some unknown Bangalas my number & those bangalas wna fcuk me.
i they there are super bored & Fred's N'Level are so near yet he have th time t slack.
then they asked me down t slack with them, but i dint of cos.
last Friday's English Compo & Paper was still alright.
i know i can make it for English. (but its just th other subjects that kills)
i don't have th mood t muggggggg~ help me!
i wna enjoy after holis, i have so many love ones t meet up with, y'knw!
i can't afford t waste time & go for bridging programm.
asssholeee, im going t watch tv now & mayb mug alil later.
:)

GAB photos, but there are more ppl of cos ~

whatever things happen t you, in your life, you will tend t update t me.
it seems like, things have change for a reason, for a purpose.
time change people.
im afraid i'll lose you.

2008-09-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

i am very busy, very very busy ):
my new bed comes, double deck.
then had a change of kitchen cupboard too, then pack my table, my stuffs neater.
Sat night, went Eunos see Jiu Wang Ye & saw lots of familiar faces.
quite alot of relatives were there too.
Sunday went t Bukit Panjang mall with sis & her mom-dad in law all these.
today went sch as usual, i laughed till i can die during recess with those peeps. HAHAHA ~

i pray for things t go on smoothly.

2008-09-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

Tmr's my EOY English Paper 1 & 2.
wish me good luck uh (:
I'll just post up photos for now.
Enjoy ~ & perhaps, more t come tmr.

Darron!

Vanessa Han Jia Ying (:

Ling Mei Juan.

beloved Chip & Dale

Erlene is healed from Chicken Pox & now its Edrick's & Evalene's turn.

2008-09-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAH ~
im laughing my ass outttttttt.
Alvin & Yuxuan are arguing what time they are meeting tmr cos' they are meeting me & VanessaH at my hse downstairs i told them if they're late for 1min = 1bucks.
hahhahahah ~ they are still arguinggggg !
funny like shit man lah siaaaaa ~
THERE IS SCH TMR )))):
EXAMS IS IN 4 DAYS ! ))))))):
update again soon.
:D

2008-09-22T01:42:00.000-07:00

I've forgotten what took place on Friday.
met Cousin, Ling at Tampines Mrt Station then train over t East Point, wanted t service my phone but stupid enough, i bought along a wrong warranty card.
so, walked around then train t Bedok, collect stuffs & walked t 404 my Da-Gim hse.
afew hours later, my cousins Zhen, Ling & I bus over t Bukit Batok CC.
my Da-Gim had a performance over thr & we hell lotsa ppl went thr t support her (:
watch till halfway, went dinner with Huang, Bing, Zhen then Ling came over too.
went back watch again, it ended at 10pm.
walked to Sheng Siong with sis's mother in law, my mom & nephew, bought things then we cab home. stayed over at sis's mom-in-law hse.
Sunday, came back home.
then 6.30pm over t Sengkang with sis, dad&mom-in-law.
homed at 10.30pm.
Today, woke up went sch.
my mom fetched me from sch at around 9.45am, was sick.
da bao back home, bathed & met Des.C at staircase, chat.
back home, met Des.C & Darance Brother outside Des.C hse, chat ; passed brother things.
thn went down see doctor, back home (:
thats alllllll ~

ok, so this is a hairclip lah!
:D
its brought back from Thailand by brother-in-law's younger sis.
its a gift for me, & other more things.

2008-09-18T05:16:00.000-07:00

sch sucks, but i've got no choice ):

went out at 1.15pm to find my lovely Gf, Tingting! at main gate :D

caught up alot with her & then we finally decided t go in sch t find Jiaen & co, Eechan.

went out again t void deck & wait for Phyllis.

she cab t town after that, while i walked to bus stop with Phyllis then home (:

love you gf (:

i've got tons of letterrrr ! :DDD

& yea, this is my cheque.

was feeling bored in th sch toilet, so i did this.

its soap in hot pink colour, cool right? :D

lastly, guess what's this.

xDDD

2008-09-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

Who has got any idea how to retrieve back my old blogger acc when i've already lost my blogger acc pw & username, lost th email pw but i still got hold of th email.

its very impt to meeeeeee, who can help meeeee ? ))))))))):
Ling Mei Juan finally stepped into sch tday, cos' i told her i won't friend her if she's not coming to sch (:

met up with Bitch, Mj & Pris at 840, walked to sch.

after sch, slacked with Reeve & co. homed after that.

bathed, & met Desmond.C at staircase, he passed me some stuffs cos' he needed help.

but sadly, its not working.

shall try other methods then uh.

you girls better stop th bully,

if not don't blame me for being harsh.

2008-09-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

sch sucked as usual.

thr's nth for me t post bout sch.
but i just wna share w/ you guys bout some girls, not girls but female going to be ladies yet immature.
we're sec3, 15yrs old this year.
Is thr still a topic such as i-friend-you, i-don't-wna-friend-you this kinda stuffs.
even so if you did, i couldnt even be bothered bout you girls bcos we're not even close.
but you girls went to th extent of bullying 2 girls.
VanessaT is so nice t you girls too, yet what did she get in return?
some hurting words as a gift t her?
& JolynL, by asking her t help you girls take stacks of books & so on.
you think what, free labour maid ah?
if that's th case, i don't mind you being my maid too uh~
then now you girls are ignoring JolynL & VanessaT.
& if you think by doing this, you're called a good friend, then you can just fcukingly bang th wall & die yah.
it isnt ah-lian by doing this & its not sat-sat at all.
this is year 2008, not a yr for you girls to act like some y'know, gangsters?
ok, enuf of this.
& btw, if you're not happy w/ this, confront me then. (:

was flipping thru my photo ablum, saw quite alot of photos which brings back my memories.
memories of me & cousin was flashing back, like hell lots.
bcos we had alot of times spent tgt.
then had with AH peeps & my primary sch.
they were th best moments i had, & th best peepos of cos !!
Photos up :

my ice cream mates & Jacq th best milkbottle :D

Vanneza & Vivian.

AH sisters & brothers:

Cousins:

The Duhhs :

&&&, my 7 ASS SISTERS! :DDD
but i don't hafta photos as my com had been reformatted b4 & i lost all.

I KNOW YOU MUST BE LAUGHING AT MY PHOTOS NOW!!

AS I LOOK SO FCUKTARD RETARD IN THE PAST!

STOP LAUGHING!

2008-09-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

Sat went for those lantern festival thing w/ sister, her mom-in-law, my mom & all their relatives.
fun yet tiring.
received my cheque on Saturday morning from EmailCashPro.
its only 10bucks, cos' i wanted t try it out if it works or its just a con.
& tadah, it arrives at my letterbox! :DDD

& tday, i stayed home th whole day.
dint even study a shit cos my mood dint tells me t.
i still don't get th urgency that exams are like er..... 12days away?
ya, 12days.
wish me goodluck in another 12days ok! :D
pictures up when im free (:

2008-09-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

when he's at Genting.

Me , Vanessa

Darron

th pacifier i bought, cute right!

Darren

Evalene & Darren

Edrick

i think i had forgotten to mention that on Erlene's birthday, exactly th day we hold celebration.

she had Chicken Pox!!

i mean, that so unlucky right, on your birthday, you turn a yr older.

but she, had chicken pox & she had to isolate herself, even her sister Evalene said "Ah Mei, you go away la, all your fault i have to go for a jab."

like funny lur, Evalene & Edrick have to go for a jab just in case they infected Chicken Pox from Erlene too.

ok, first 2 period today was chem.

listen for 1 period & slept for 1 period.

rest of sch day is boring, met Baoling & Pris after that.

ate @ 844 then Bao rush home cos' she is going for facial with her mom & sis.

Pris & me went 840 t slack, then Meijuan came down aftermath.

slack till time's right and home (:

i've been home this 3 days, wonderful! :DDD

studied like alil then i went to sleep alrdy.

after exams i can start my adventureeeeeee ~

sheesh ~

somebody just added me on msn & yah, talk jiao wei !!

here's th convo :

Pingping ; x-thlastwords@bs said:
who are you ?

Enid said:
hey, A/S/L?:)

Pingping ; x-thlastwords@bs said:
what asl ?

Enid said:
hey whats up babe, U got a webcam? finally someone adds me, I am soo fuckin horny today for some reason lol

Pingping ; x-thlastwords@bs said:
who are you ?

Enid said:
listen hun, I am just about to start my webcam show with jen, come chat me there in my chat room? We can cyber, I will get naked if u do..lol!

Pingping ; x-thlastwords@bs said:
you are th one who added me .

Enid said:
I can show u how to watch if u promise not to tell anyone else how to do it???PLEASE:-$

Pingping ; x-thlastwords@bs said:
yah, just fcuk off.

Enid said:
well since its the law that u gotta be 18 (nudity involved), u have to sign up with a credit card for age verification! BUT.. Once you are inside, just clikc on "Webcams" let me know what name you use to sign in with so I know it is you babe! http://www.lovelocalgirls.com/janeroom fill out the bottom of the page then fill out the next page as well and u can see me live!

its darm wtf ok.

yea, then i blocked him afterthat (:

in case you wants his email, enidromuv@hotmail.com

HAHAHAHAHA ~

2008-09-11T04:29:00.001-07:00

i dint know that using your head to knock against th cupboard a number of times will be painful th next morning when you wake up.

its still hurting now, when i gently rub it.

fcuk, i wonder why i fcuking did that.

shuld be out of frustration, but th feeling was kinda, hmm, better i think?

call me crazy, call me childish or whatever you like ya.

this is my life ok.

well, i think im gona get sleeping pills from th clinic alrdy.

i always can't fall asleep at night but in class i'll be tired like my eyes will be shutting down any moment la ~

i think alot when things go wrong.

i think negatively, cos things always go wrong for me.

so, how do you expect me to think things postively?

if a car could dash across me when i cross th road on th street.

how great would life be for me?

ok, back to topic.

breakfast w/ Bao, 7-11 to buy drinks.

saw Ivan & his girl @ th coffeeshop too.

headed to sch after that.

sch was still alright for me, chemistry did understand alil w/ th help of Jiahui & Miss Vanessa.

overall, today is fun cos' im nt tired at all.

went outta sch with Jiajun at 12.45, cos upper sec can leave at 12 as they're having prelims.

so we decided to go off.

acc him over to 840 to buy stuffs, 839 to slack & chat for awhile.

he's a good listener i can say & he gives good advices too.

too bad, he just loves disiao-ing ppl too much la uh~

home & studied for 2 hours, gave up after that.

my mom promised a GUESS wallet for me like since July or was it June(?) till now.

but nth came from her.

& then, my nephew, Darren being a noisy boy asked my mom for a camera, he did get one digital cam which we don't need it.

my dad bought another digital one recently for my uncle in malaysia(?) or for dont know what purpose.

my mom saw & th price was kinda cheap, so she asked my dad to get 1 more for Darren if im not wrong.

now, you get th meaning of bias?

& she was shooting me with all sorts of words shecould think of tday.

but i dint feel anything, kinda happy la uh~

i know i wont make it up to sec4.

2008-09-10T04:11:00.001-07:00

ok, i've delete my post tht i post it out earlier.

i see no point.

so good for those who have just saw it.
im not in th right mood, let me adjust it first ya.

went to jalan jalan with Baoling @ th mall ytd.
she bought a water bottle for Darren.
i bought a pacifier for Darron, fugly cute.
she then bought stickers to decorate th water bottle.
went her hse, & then my hse.

breakfast with her tmr morning i suppose.

2008-09-09T06:28:00.000-07:00

sorry but photos are not in order.

take your time to admire those beautiful hello-kitty & friends.

if you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you of cos.

but if you ever get nasty, i wont treat you like a precious too.

right, Joanne th Silly :D

2008-09-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

Jelliessss !

Darren & Evalene ; Darren & Edrick.

Da Gim singing songs at her hse downstairs party.

with Evalene

with Darren.

Darren ; Darren & Evalene

Darron ; Darron, Elder Sis & Darren.

cake celebrations :
th one in PINK shirt is th birthday girl~

Saturday was Erlene's birthday.

so me, mum, 2 sis & nephews headed to Bedok, da-gim hse.

Evalene, Erlene & Edrick loved loved loved jellies alot, so i maked alot for themmmm! :D

then had those fried stuffs, cakes, family all gathering tgt, chatting, crapping & having fun.

had some kinda party for lantern festival at their hse downstairs.
went down, all of us with my aunties, uncles, cousins & those children all sitting down talking & eating.

then went up to da-gim hse, watched tv.

eldest sis's father's in law came to fetch us home around 9pm.

stayed over at my Eldest Sister's hse.

went to Chinese Garden th next day, Sunday with my eldest sis's family & all.

shall post more bout it mayb tmr then.

i've gota mug alil now! :D

2008-09-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

Zhimei came over my hse to teach me Maths ytd, for like 2hours ?
thn my nephew came in disturb for awhile.
nth much ytd alrdy.

tday struggled to woke up cos my Dagim, cousin, Evalene, Erlene & Edrick came over, noisy.
i had to entertain them -.- & Dagim, cousin & Edrick went home leaving Evalene & Erlene at my hse.
studied alil cos' Evalene & Erlene kept asking me to give them Maths sums & my nephew needs me to teach him do his work.
Cousin came over fetch us to Pasir Ris to do her ez link's then that darn nephew cause something to happen again~ ass.
whatever la, i know what position im in.
then headed to furniture shop again, slacked & give one black face.
bedok simpang then home (:

2008-09-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

went over to Bedok met up with Deborah t collect shirts then t LongJohn bought lunch, walked over t Bedok South furniture shop.

ate, slacked....... time pass & sis father in law drove us back at 8pm.

back home & started using th com.

receive news from Zhimei & Han that in order t promote to sec4, all Sec3's have t pass Maths.

i was totally shocked cos' from what Mr Kim told me, i only have t pass Eng & another 2 subs which has t be 60marks and above.

mygod, mygod.

those who are close t me shuld know that i won't pass my maths & i suck in maths.

i wonder how th fcuk am i gona pass MATHS & promote t sec4 ?

2008-09-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

i gave Teacher's Day a miss on fri & slept till afternoon, but i kinda regretted cos' i wna watch th performance. nvm its over alrdy.

well, my class is ordering our class tee & i think its useless cos' this yr is ending soon & we only get to wear it on special occasions.

so waste of money but i still order it, lol.

i love talking on phone, conferencing w/ alot alot of ppl last time.

but now, i hate talking for very long on phone unless that person is a person which we have really to catch up on each other's life.

so random, i know.

im so bored, so ....

let me tell you guys, you can nvr nvr nvr spolit your kids.

mygod, my hse that rascal is being spoilt by my mom & he's gettig so ridiculous la.

& my mom even shouted at me cos' of him.

argh, fcuk okay!

im going to to to to to to to go around tagging ppl & see what i can do with this bloody com (:

BYEEEE.

& oh, Happy Birthday Daniel th Polar Bear! :D

2008-08-31T22:18:00.000-07:00

you ppl shuld try out emailcashpro (:
read emails & you'll get point & every month th points will be updated into money.
you must have 10bucks in your acc then you can request for cheque!
i've requested & its on th way here nowwwww !! :DDD

im receiving 3-4 emails everydayyyy yea.
hehe, hurry go & sign uppppppp !

& thank me when you've earn money ~

2008-08-30T00:15:00.000-07:00

There are no such things as strangers, only friends we haven't met.

met up with Baoling around 2.30pm & took a bus down to Whitesands.

shopped around & decided to lunch at Sakae Sushi. & it came alot of orders bcos their com server was down & it had problems. But i managed to cancell th 3rd order.

Lol, if not ppl might think that we had not eaten for 7days!

I actually wanted to shop for my Chip & Dale softoy, but i couldn't find one that i wanted, exactly th same as what Pinghong & Baoling bought for me during my last yr's birthday. saddddd okay.

then she went to develop photo & took bus 17 to bedok alone, while she took a train to TM.

th bus ride nearly killed me cos' it was long like going to heaven, gosh.

went aunty's hse, met up with my mom & alot alot ppl there.

they have some sorta things for th 7th month.

Sister's father-in-law send us back home around 9pm.

i've got truckloads of photos :D

thanks Vanessa for th letter & bookmark (:

Jieyun.

OngPohLing.

th first 3 i got it back from Genting myself, then th next 2 is by my sis.

dua li ya peh, kong zi, cai shen ye , ne zha.

Pearlyn

Meijuan

Priscilla

& all of th below are Darren & Darron:

2008-08-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

Boyfriends come & go, but true real friends are forever.

my sisters & all are back.
i went with my brother-in-law's brother & his gf tgt with Darron to fetch them.
seems like Darren had alot of fun & th moment he saw me, he shouted "Xiao-Yi, wo you mai dong xi gei ni ley." (Xiao-Yi, i got buy things for you ley)
yea, he did buy things back for me (:
& he went to catch Wall-E in Genting but came out less than an hour, he says it's boring & he's tired.
sis mother-in-law even say Darren played theme park till he doesn't wna be back.
loll, i helped my sis to order a MickeyMouse Mp3 from online for my nephew, it's reaching tmr :D
i wonder how it looked like man, is it really that cute, lol.
i've to motivate myself to study E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y.
Eoy are coming in like 1 month, few weeks?
i don't love sch, but i wna score well, i don't wna retain.
1 yr is very long & i do not wish to waste my 1 yr repeating sec3, facing th sch.

2008-08-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, ♥Eugenia Cheng Cheng Cheng!

miss those times when we all meet every single day to sell icecream ):
we shall meet soon okay ?
:D

2008-08-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

Darren, he's at Genting now.
i wna join them toooo ):

& this is Darron, currently sleeping cos' its sucha nice weather(raining).

took this photo during June Holis, we went Malaysia for 1 day with relatives.

In sch :
& this is Tan Ee Chan.

Eechan, Me, Baoling.

Eechan, Me, Vanessa.
3yrs since sec 1 & we're going on yea?

w/ Baoling, that fcuked Bitch.
its been uber long i took photo with her & hang out with her alrd.
spare me some time instead of that ass okay? (:

2008-08-22T22:55:00.001-07:00

sch really bores me, EOY are coming so soon.
i've only touch up my chemistry notes alil, so fcuk.
i don't have th temptation to study.
Darren(nephew), my sis & her mom,dad in law went to Genting today again, they'll be back on Sunday. They left Darron with my mom.
pitiful right, they go out have fun, leave th troublesome part to my mom. LOL.
& of cos ME lah!
i hafta tkcare of Darron while my mom bathes, cooks, go down & buy food or let her take a rest right?
& this time round, i dint go with them leyyyy )))):
i mean, i feel so much like going overseas now lah.
my heart feel so sour sia, they go Genting ley!
i've to wait for another 4 months before i take a plane to Malaysia ; Penang for a week or two to visit my relatives there.
i'll be staying at home tmr to help my mom, which totally freaks me out.
will be posting overdue photos later, cos im effing bored! :D
Pearlyn's unglam photo below.

Thanks Bitch for helping me in my blogskin :DDDD
love you truckloads uh (:

Lee Jie Yun, pls don't be sad over guys, its fcuking not worth.
if you don't wake up now, then when?
bear in mind, i'll be thr for you. (:

♥

2008-08-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Pearlyn th crazy Nana requested me t post up all her photos.
so pls take your time to enjoy & laugh! xD

2008-08-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

caught Journey to the center of th Earth ytd with my cousin, Serene.

overall, its a nice show & is very adventurous.

was actually going to watch with TanEeChan, but she couldn't make it, so another time.

i watched Money No Enough 2 too, that Sunday night, with my sister, her mother, father-in-law & all all all, it was super funny yea & alil sad at th ending.

watched Don't mess with th Zohan online, its super hil okay.

im gona have my blog private in a few days time (:

i feel like there's kinda no privacy.

so msn me with your email or tag with your email if you want to be invited.

every human are nice by natural.

understand & love those around you w/ all your heart.

as you know, they might be gone anytime/anywhere.

& no doubt, i love everybody around me.

bearing hatred doesnt do you any good,

so whats th point ya?